dear favourite boyfriend,

I love you, no matter what disaster turns on.
You always be there whenever I deal with lots of problems.
But I know forever is nothing. At least we are trying to break a record.
I want you to stay in the heart of mine. The fact, my brain fills with you.

♥ FAD

11.11.10

0103, 11.11.10..

most precious time.

thanks dear :*

love you :*

♥ FAD

oyai!!

hey hey! i dah ade my own online business tauu.. 

kalau nak tengok click nehh! heee =D

http://thinkerbellshop.blogspot.com/

tema kite.. kite amik tema kartun pari-pari yang sangat sangat comel. "tinker bell"
but then kite tukar sikit ejaan die. *cehh pdahal tersalah taip time buat email address haha
ehem pape pun. kite baru seminggu ditubuhkan.
ececehh. haha mmg berbulu nak start new business. penat gila.

buat blog. buat fb. upload pic. copy code. omg! everything amik masa yg pnjng. and keje halus2.

-kepada yang support i. sokong i dalam dan luar. langsung dan tidak langsung.
tolong upload gmbar2 baju. tolong bagi semangat. dorongan. advices. comments. 

 omg! sangat2 menghargainya. appreciate sangat! mekaseh banyak2 yaa! :*

-kepada yang dah purchase barang-barang i pula. hey! thank you sgt2 tau!! nnti purchase lagi ya! haha :D

by the way sorry. i dah ta dapat nak update this blog mcm selalu. busy busy and i'm too busy.

and hey i exam now! pray for me yahh!! aminn aminn!! hahaha ok then byebye ^^

love you guys :*

♥ FAD

thinking

 

thinking of starting a nEw life.

with a new fatimah. new image. and new attitude.

throw all the bad side of me and get into a positive and kind of fad. 

change to a new person which will stop wasting time and money.

-BIGGEST AIM-

i wanna have a serious business and get into business life. :)

wish me luck 

♥ FAD

-_-

btw guys.. u know what.

exam postpone. serious.. mcm ape je.

mai pakat letup SMKBL! bomb! GRRRRR

♥ FAD

baem sayang

hari ni birthday abg ku tersayang, Muhammad Ibrahim Kamarudin. 

ohh yaa HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAEM!! ♥

aww! haha err aku saaaaayaaangg sgt abg aku yg sorg ni.

caring, loving, sporting..lawak. haa sume lah ade kat die. senang cite. cukup package!

but then jgn bagik die marah. mmg menyesal lah kalau buat gtu. xP

hmm so hari ni 13 OCTOBER 2010.

aku bsy. pagi sekolah. balik 1.30 p.m mmg ta smpat pegi bli hadiah dia. i'm so sorry baem.

so..dah jadik adat kami sekeluarga. pergi celebrate birthday dekat mana2 

restaurant yang birthday boy atau birthday girl mintak. lastly baem choose to go

AMIN THAI RESTAURANT!! hoho!

this restaurant situated at Shah Alam. (dekat area UITM Shah Alam)

makanan mmg SUPERB! puas hati sangat-sangat. (fav restaurant nehh) ^-^

service laju. then kuantiti makanan ikut kite order nak size brapa.

so tadi kebanyakkannya tadi order size 3. which is middle one.

sebab ade kami lima beranak je tadi. 3 org ta dpt dtg.

*btw i really want to promote this restaurant. tadi mkn mmg puas hati sgt2.

5 org makan around RM100 je. reasonable sgt kan? :)

hey hey! ni antara yang jadi fav fad. 

  e'ehh! muka birthday boy pulak *happy btol story :)   haaa ni ABC. *ma yang order. COMEL! hahaha

  

so, ni dia..menu utama. siakap tiga rasa. *mmg lembut! sdap sgt! :)

 

 but then ni dia. sotong tepung! OMG!  i loiikkkeee!! best dishes of the day nehh! haha :D

haha ni jelah kott yg jadik fav fad. yang lain biasa2 je.

errr btw hey! even ta smpat bli hadiah. i still buy smthng for my beloved brother

ni dia yang sempat fad bli kat stesen minyak while waiting for Baem.

haha tag harga sempat tanggal ok! *anyway sorry baem. ni je yg best kat Petronas tu.
tablorone yillek! hahaha yg lain pulak halal meragukan. so yg ni ok kan? :)


pape pun sedih sbb tiga org siblings yg lain tak dpt dtg. ade kat melaka and pahang. 
along pulak baru balik keje and tak sempat to join us.

Muhammad Ibrahim Kamarudin! adik syg kau tauk! happy birthday yaahh!!

bomb! bomb! fioooo!! haha *mercun mercun! xD

syg baem :)

♥ FAD

capital F

 

I'm glad that you're always there when i needed.  

thank you, F..

i'm so happy :)

♥ FAD

tomorrow's the day

 

TOMORROW, all form 4 SMKBL's student will facing our first longest exam ever.

 three weeks sitting in the examination room. dude! it's a NIGHTMARE!!

harghhhhhhhhh!! i HATE form 4 exam.. grrrrr

@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@

♥ FAD

awaken

 

sorry but for now. i think it is better to love ALLAH than anyone else. 

praises to ALLAH :')

let’s pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

allahuakhbar

♥ FAD

in love with maher zain.

 

O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank You for bringing me home

I thank You with every breath I take.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

thank you ALLAH :'(

 ♥ FAD

omg! exam's just around the corner

 

actually, i never started my revision yet. -_-

the exam will be in 5 more days. and i'm totally ZERO! 

hoho! big clap for me! *clap clap clap.

haha tak sempat dah. so fad.. you are the looser -_-'

not in mood to study

sorry mum. sorry dad :( 

♥ FAD

love me? love me not??

 

there's a big question mark in my mind. 

Is he love me the way i love him??

sometimes i feels like he is just pretend

to be in love with me just to make sure that 

I'm happy and won't feels hurts again.

err stop it fad..be positive -_-'

p/s: and you, please..be honest. let me know if you don't have the feelings like i did. 

and i will stop hoping.  =|

♥ FAD

amie

 

i miss all the moment about us.

♥ FAD

omg!

oh oyai! haha today there's a guy comment on my status update at FB

i read his comment.. and when i look at his picture. OMG!

his face looks like H. omg! haha errr he's staying at ipoh.

and in open relationship too. haha wanna see his face??

naa have a look. jejeng! hahaha 

same right?? OMG! HAHAHA
*but then, H is more handsome lah kan? aww! hahaha

hey! dua2 ni org sama. H mana? sorry i takkan tayang muka dia :)

♥ FAD

misunderstood

 salah faham jelah semuanya. haha

waste my tears jek. fad fad. next time please be more matured ok?

and think twice before making any speculation

relief that now everything's fine and even better.

thanks bie :)

ehem, btw today nani motivated me 

not to regret about the past but 

we must always look forward and changed.

thanks nani. aww! syg kau! <3  

♥ FAD

I’m scared of me.

I’m scared of running so fast

That I won’t know when to stop

I’m scared of screaming so loud

That my throat will burst

I’m scared of life

Of not knowing what lies beyond today

I’m scared of this world

Of all the dangerous things in it

I’m scared of darkness

Of how fast it’s clouding me

I’m scared of the things I feel

And the things I think

I’m scared for my sanity

Because of the things that come back to haunt me

The scream of pain

And the sound of shattering glass that wakes me up

I’m scared of death creeping up on me

And not having the chance to say good-bye

I’m scared of not being strong enough

To fight this battle

I’m scared it’ll be too late

And you won’t understand

I’m scared you’ll take my heart

Just to tear it in two

I’m scared that the both of you are alike

And I won’t know which one to chose

I’m scared that you’ll wait until I feel secure

And then make your deadly strike

But most of all

I’m scared of me.

                                                                                                                                                            

♥ FAD

forget and move on

be strong and forget everything about him, fad.. buttt

"why did he lie to me??!" that's the only question that i really want him to answer.

after all i sacrificed for him. this is not worth it at all!..heart broken? ohh yaa thanks a lot :(

move on fad :(

♥ FAD

life isn't always fair

life isnt always fair, 

sometimes you have to give up the people you love, 

that's just how life works sometimes, 

this just like you have to forget to forgive

♥ FAD

letting go

How do you walk away from someone you love

And take the road of friend;

Can you reroute the course you have taken

And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go

But inside me I know I must

The times we've loved ... the times you've left

My heart says stay ... but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together

Laughter ... fun times ... tears

Yet sometimes we can't turn back time

We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy

And your soul mate you will find

I know we each have one out there

Even if for now ... only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you

May God's best come your way

And on some quiet tomorrow

You will realize things were better this way.

goodbye and take care, F :(

♥ FAD

missing you

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, 

I could walk forever in my garden.

it has been 5 days we didn't chat together

i miss you, H

♥ FAD

capital F

you..

can we just act like before? i miss the old of us.

pleaseee..i tanak sedih-sedih gini :'(

              ♥ FAD

he's back!

yeahhh! he's back! awww!

haha thats all.. wekk wekkk! byebye

 ♥ princess fad cehh! hahaha

....

I love you more and more each day

I love you more than words could say

I wish you loved me, but I know you don't

I wish I could make you, but I know you won't

But I shall continue to love you everyday

Because these feelings just wont go away.

the person who hate herself

 ♥ FAD

he's changed :(

If it's wrong to love you then my heart just wont let me be right. 

 FAD :(

end of school holidays..

mountain of works to be done.

hahh! i hate homeworks -_-'

♥ FAD

capital H

It's been quite awhile...

I must say I miss you. 

but what I really miss the most 

is not just you or us but how it all was.

 missing you

♥ FAD

happy eid mubarak

  
May this…
Eid bring fun
Eid bring happiness
Eid bring God endless blessings
Eid bring fresh love

“Eid Mubarak To You With All Best Wishes”

♥ deen's family

you

 would you be mine, H?

i know u won't :(

♥ FAD

raya raya!

oh hey hey guys!
raya is coming. another 2 days je kott. hee
preparation? ohh nothing much. just baju2 mcm tu je.
rumah.. tade pape pun yg ditambah atau ditukar.
this year we celebrate raya damn simple.
everythings was over budget. kereta excident and all stuff.
haaa so.. raya simple sgt2 :)

hrmm ok so, tomorrow i'm going back to melaka.
which is my dad's mom's house. *ehem, faham kan? haha
actually, every year i went there for celebrating raya.
because my mum's parents passed away since i was small.
err i can't really remember how i celebrate raya with my mom's family. -_-'
how ah raya ngn atok dulu?? errr errrr.ermmmm.. haaa ok just forget it! haha 

naa move on..
1st and 2nd day of raya, i'll be at my kampung
so all of you were invited to come to gadek, melaka. tau?!
mai lah! mana yg tade kmpg yg asli kmpg.
mai dtg. kite feel sama2 rasa raya kat kmpung. hee :p

ok then, tu jelah kott..
selamat hari raya guyss! maaf zahir batin tulus dri hati besar fad. cehh.
haha have a delightful raya and happy always! ho ho ho!
bomb! bomb! fiayooo!! :D

duet raya yg bkal ku terima. cehh! haha
hopefully jadi kenyataan. welkk wellkk :P

ok then byebye readers! :)

♥ FAD

everything's geeting better

dia?
haa guess what. last 2 days he admit dat i'm the only one in his heart.
even we didn't have any official relationship. 
aww! hopefully it's true lah kan? welkkk! :P

then she?
oh haha yahh. getting better lah kott.
i got this at fb. tgk neh! tgk neh!

Which of your friends do you miss the most?

Fad Deen

thanks bie! thanks babe! <3
heee.. berkat nak raya kott. thanks ALLAH :D

♥ FAD

please

don't u realize that i love you?? deep inside my heart there's only you.

why can't you realize it?? pleasee..open your eyes..
stop asking me why am i acting so weird lately..

 i love you so much. yes i do :'(

♥ FAD

hurt

thanks for hurting me again and again 'friends' :'(

♥ FAD

am i? :(

 am i hurting people around me??

1stly, my bestfriend..
till she wrote this at her facebook 
i hurts a lot. thanks so much, friend.

August 18 at 3:49pm

 
2ndly, i got this from his twitter  

Ya Allah jika dia benar untukku dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku 

dan jika dia bukan milikku tabahkanlahku dengan ketentuanMu 

7:20 AM Sep1st

am i wrong?? what have i done?? you hurts me first. tak sedar ke? :'(

1stly to my dearest friend..
babe, seriously aku engt kau akn try tnya ape mslh aku.
ape sbnrnye yg bt aku touching till aku tak tegor kau berminggu.
but then yahhh..obviously, now you blame me for everything.
i hurts a lot too.. and actually more than you 
and yahh thanks so much, friend.

2ndly,
i just want to apologize for let you down.
and for every single thing that i've done, sorry :(
but you really hurts me before.
about you and L.
makes me wondering who am i for you.
are u really serious on me? hahh.. and now, i think i'm done.
you are free to choose anyone you would like to.
stop makes me feel guilty for all this, bolehkan?
jgn buat i mcm ni..bt i rasa bersalah sbb tak...u fhm kan? :(
and maybe it is better if we are just friend.

*sebenarnya, dah lama aku tahan semuanya.
semua bende yg aku buat terasa, aku sedih. semua aku pendam
bila aku dah tak tahan. aku just menghindarkan diri.
sepatah pun aku tak lepas. aku tak mengamuk.
but y jadik mcm ni? aku yg dipersalahkan and
aku yg rasa bersalah atas semua ni. pdhal..
now aku yg tengah touching.. deep inside my heart.
i hope both of you will realize and understand what i feel right now :'(

♥ FAD

couple oh couple

• Mohd Asyraf holiday !
  
  
  
  
  

  Nurul Afidza Ismail ♥♥
  
  
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  Fad Deen ewahhhh.. love love ni..
  engt fad taleh buat. org boleh jugak neh..
  nah! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ hahahaha
  
  
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  Nurul Afidza Ismail hahahahahaha. nie ape kehel nyo nie? jealous ko apo? cubo engkau habak mai sket. hahahaha
  
  
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  Fad Deen HAHAHA jeles ahh..
  mana tak jelesnyee.. hadoii.. berbulu tgk org berkapel.
  fad dah setaun single. sape tak jeles. ahhaha
  
  
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  Nurul Afidza Ismail plakk dahh! ahaha.tula, org tua2 slalu pesan.org pmpn nie klau nk jual mahal tu,mmg la wajib tp tkyah la mahal sngt.t tk laku. hahaha.so fad kena la terima proposal pak guard skola tu ok? dun be noty2! hahaha ;p
  
  
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  Fad Deen HAHAHAH duhhh.. pak guard skola?? naa mmg sedih. HAHA
  tak pelah.. abg guardd.. esok kita buka sama2 ye kat pagar skola?
  adik tunggu ye.. hahahaha XD
  
  
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  Nurul Afidza Ismail haaa,mcm tu lahhh. bagus2.semoga berbahagia. HAHAHA :)
  
  
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  Fad Deen HAHAHA kejam sungguh XP
  

  
  
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  Nurul Afidza Ismail hahahaha.lek fad lek! ;p
  
  
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  Mohd Asyraf Hekhekhek.slmat brtemu jodoh!
  
  
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  Nurul Afidza Ismail slamat bertemu jaggit :D

  
  
  *aww! miss nk couple. somebody, please propose me! HAHAHA *gila :P
  
  

  ♥ FAD

  
  

  
  

31 august 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU! ♥

actually not my ibu, but his ibu. kan bie? hee happy birthday puan! :D

here is a LV handbag cake specially for you, ibu. muahhh! love ibu. cehhh hahaha

♥ FAD

merdeka!

selamat hari kemerdekaan guys! 

peace no wars =D

♥ FAD