am i? :(

 am i hurting people around me??

1stly, my bestfriend..
till she wrote this at her facebook 
i hurts a lot. thanks so much, friend.

August 18 at 3:49pm

 
2ndly, i got this from his twitter  

Ya Allah jika dia benar untukku dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku 

dan jika dia bukan milikku tabahkanlahku dengan ketentuanMu 

7:20 AM Sep1st

am i wrong?? what have i done?? you hurts me first. tak sedar ke? :'(

1stly to my dearest friend..
babe, seriously aku engt kau akn try tnya ape mslh aku.
ape sbnrnye yg bt aku touching till aku tak tegor kau berminggu.
but then yahhh..obviously, now you blame me for everything.
i hurts a lot too.. and actually more than you 
and yahh thanks so much, friend.

2ndly,
i just want to apologize for let you down.
and for every single thing that i've done, sorry :(
but you really hurts me before.
about you and L.
makes me wondering who am i for you.
are u really serious on me? hahh.. and now, i think i'm done.
you are free to choose anyone you would like to.
stop makes me feel guilty for all this, bolehkan?
jgn buat i mcm ni..bt i rasa bersalah sbb tak...u fhm kan? :(
and maybe it is better if we are just friend.

*sebenarnya, dah lama aku tahan semuanya.
semua bende yg aku buat terasa, aku sedih. semua aku pendam
bila aku dah tak tahan. aku just menghindarkan diri.
sepatah pun aku tak lepas. aku tak mengamuk.
but y jadik mcm ni? aku yg dipersalahkan and
aku yg rasa bersalah atas semua ni. pdhal..
now aku yg tengah touching.. deep inside my heart.
i hope both of you will realize and understand what i feel right now :'(

♥ FAD