I’m scared of me.

I’m scared of running so fast

That I won’t know when to stop

I’m scared of screaming so loud

That my throat will burst

I’m scared of life

Of not knowing what lies beyond today

I’m scared of this world

Of all the dangerous things in it

I’m scared of darkness

Of how fast it’s clouding me

I’m scared of the things I feel

And the things I think

I’m scared for my sanity

Because of the things that come back to haunt me

The scream of pain

And the sound of shattering glass that wakes me up

I’m scared of death creeping up on me

And not having the chance to say good-bye

I’m scared of not being strong enough

To fight this battle

I’m scared it’ll be too late

And you won’t understand

I’m scared you’ll take my heart

Just to tear it in two

I’m scared that the both of you are alike

And I won’t know which one to chose

I’m scared that you’ll wait until I feel secure

And then make your deadly strike

But most of all

I’m scared of me.

                                                                                                                                                            

♥ FAD