omg! exam's just around the corner

 

actually, i never started my revision yet. -_-

the exam will be in 5 more days. and i'm totally ZERO! 

hoho! big clap for me! *clap clap clap.

haha tak sempat dah. so fad.. you are the looser -_-'

not in mood to study

sorry mum. sorry dad :( 

♥ FAD

love me? love me not??

 

there's a big question mark in my mind. 

Is he love me the way i love him??

sometimes i feels like he is just pretend

to be in love with me just to make sure that 

I'm happy and won't feels hurts again.

err stop it fad..be positive -_-'

p/s: and you, please..be honest. let me know if you don't have the feelings like i did. 

and i will stop hoping.  =|

♥ FAD

amie

 

i miss all the moment about us.

♥ FAD

omg!

oh oyai! haha today there's a guy comment on my status update at FB

i read his comment.. and when i look at his picture. OMG!

his face looks like H. omg! haha errr he's staying at ipoh.

and in open relationship too. haha wanna see his face??

naa have a look. jejeng! hahaha 

same right?? OMG! HAHAHA
*but then, H is more handsome lah kan? aww! hahaha

hey! dua2 ni org sama. H mana? sorry i takkan tayang muka dia :)

♥ FAD

misunderstood

 salah faham jelah semuanya. haha

waste my tears jek. fad fad. next time please be more matured ok?

and think twice before making any speculation

relief that now everything's fine and even better.

thanks bie :)

ehem, btw today nani motivated me 

not to regret about the past but 

we must always look forward and changed.

thanks nani. aww! syg kau! <3  

♥ FAD

I’m scared of me.

I’m scared of running so fast

That I won’t know when to stop

I’m scared of screaming so loud

That my throat will burst

I’m scared of life

Of not knowing what lies beyond today

I’m scared of this world

Of all the dangerous things in it

I’m scared of darkness

Of how fast it’s clouding me

I’m scared of the things I feel

And the things I think

I’m scared for my sanity

Because of the things that come back to haunt me

The scream of pain

And the sound of shattering glass that wakes me up

I’m scared of death creeping up on me

And not having the chance to say good-bye

I’m scared of not being strong enough

To fight this battle

I’m scared it’ll be too late

And you won’t understand

I’m scared you’ll take my heart

Just to tear it in two

I’m scared that the both of you are alike

And I won’t know which one to chose

I’m scared that you’ll wait until I feel secure

And then make your deadly strike

But most of all

I’m scared of me.

                                                                                                                                                            

♥ FAD

forget and move on

be strong and forget everything about him, fad.. buttt

"why did he lie to me??!" that's the only question that i really want him to answer.

after all i sacrificed for him. this is not worth it at all!..heart broken? ohh yaa thanks a lot :(

move on fad :(

♥ FAD

life isn't always fair

life isnt always fair, 

sometimes you have to give up the people you love, 

that's just how life works sometimes, 

this just like you have to forget to forgive

♥ FAD

letting go

How do you walk away from someone you love

And take the road of friend;

Can you reroute the course you have taken

And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go

But inside me I know I must

The times we've loved ... the times you've left

My heart says stay ... but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together

Laughter ... fun times ... tears

Yet sometimes we can't turn back time

We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy

And your soul mate you will find

I know we each have one out there

Even if for now ... only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you

May God's best come your way

And on some quiet tomorrow

You will realize things were better this way.

goodbye and take care, F :(

♥ FAD

missing you

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, 

I could walk forever in my garden.

it has been 5 days we didn't chat together

i miss you, H

♥ FAD